I have not written for over a week. I have been asked (genteelly) for a new entry. I struggle to put words down - everything just keeps getting steadily worse. The agony of not knowing about the hostages continues. Their families and supporters have marched to Jerusalem, only to be met by a stony silence, little offers of hope - glimmers that fade almost as soon as they begin. I think I have found a term for this time, or present constant state of being - it is existential agony. Some days I have energy to engage with others, o rin different activities, and some days I don't. Some days I want to talk to people, other days I don't. I am trying to be more accepting of myself in this state of existential agony. This is an extremely dark time for humanity.
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